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Carson Sanders ([info]ilevitate) wrote,
@ 2008-10-17 18:47:00

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A cat wandered into my house this morning when I went to grab the paper. He'd a ratty looking old thing, black and white with part of his ear bitten off and a few scars on his legs. I have a feeling he probably has gotten himself into a lot of fights. Sparky seems to have taken well to the cat, though, who has made himself at home on my recliner.

I think I'm going to keep him. He seems nice. I'll just have to make sure I get him to the vet in the next couple days. Don't want him getting sick or making Sparky sick after all.

You know, he really looks like a 'Butch' or a 'Frank' to me. I'll have to really think about what to call him.


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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-17 10:31 pm UTC (link)
Hey babe. How are you feeling?

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-18 02:45 pm UTC (link)
Fine.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-18 02:48 pm UTC (link)
Good! I'm glad! How's work?

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-18 03:01 pm UTC (link)
It's fine.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-18 03:03 pm UTC (link)
Listen. I'm trying to be nice and you are being short with me! What's up with that?

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-18 03:08 pm UTC (link)
I'm...sorry. My work is fine. That's all.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-18 03:09 pm UTC (link)
Fine.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-18 03:10 pm UTC (link)
You're mad.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-18 03:13 pm UTC (link)
So what?

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-18 03:14 pm UTC (link)
I don't...want you to be mad.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-18 03:16 pm UTC (link)
That's only because you think I'll hurt you if I'm mad. I won't. So take a pill, Carson.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-18 03:20 pm UTC (link)
That's not it. I just don't want you to be mad at me. That's...that's all.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-18 03:23 pm UTC (link)
Ugh. Whatever, Carson. I tried to be nice to you, tried to help you, tried to just have stupid small talk with you, and you just keep acting like I'm going to beat you up for your lunch money.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-18 03:25 pm UTC (link)
Brendan, please...

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-18 03:27 pm UTC (link)
What?

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-18 03:29 pm UTC (link)
I want the small talk. I just don't want...to have sex again, okay?

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-18 03:32 pm UTC (link)
We didn't even have sex. God. Fine, whatever. At least give me something back. I'm not small talking with myself. I'm fine by the way, thanks for asking. And work is great, thank you again for your concern. Jeez.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 12:52 am UTC (link)
I'm sorry

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 01:22 am UTC (link)
It's fine Carson. I get it. I scare you. Fine. Fine.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 01:25 am UTC (link)
I want to be friends, though. I just...that's all I want. To be friends and maybe...well, I didn't mind sitting close to you.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 01:30 am UTC (link)
Well isn't that great. Fine. That's fine. We can be friends. Can I just put out here that friends don't say other friends raped them? Because that would be great. If you stopped saying and acting like I raped you. Really.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 01:42 am UTC (link)
I never said you raped me. I...I'll just leave you alone. I'm sorry.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 01:45 am UTC (link)
Carson! God. I don't want you to leave me alone! I want you to just talk to me, be a friend! But you're so meek, for goodness sakes!

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 01:48 am UTC (link)
I can't help it. I can't...help but be, as you say, meek. It's who I am.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 01:53 am UTC (link)
Well, you don't have to be frightened, though! I'm not going to hurt you! How many times do I have to say that? I really thought you liked what we did! Jesus Christ, Carson.

Anyway. Whatever. Whatever you want. I thought we could be friends, but whatever.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 03:08 pm UTC (link)
It felt good but you don't understand. I don't...like sex. Of any kind. I don't deserve it.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 05:44 pm UTC (link)
That's nonsense. Everyone deserves sex besides jerk offs and pedos.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 09:58 pm UTC (link)
I don't. The first woman I ever had sex with was in so much pain. I hurt her so badly and didn't even mean to, okay? I don't deserve to feel good.

Not until she does, which I'm sure will be never.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 09:59 pm UTC (link)
What did you do to her? How old were you?

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 10:25 pm UTC (link)
We were both...17. My dad always told me having sex was bad but she and I really liked each other.

Then she was hurt and she cried and told me after we quit that it was okay, that it was supposed to hurt but I couldn't look at her after that.

I don't want to hurt anyone.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 10:33 pm UTC (link)
Carson. Oh my God. She was a virgin. It's supposed to hurt. My first time hurt, but I still have sex! A lot. As much as I can. Like really, if William was here right now-

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 10:39 pm UTC (link)
I loved her and I hurt her. I can't...do it again.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 10:47 pm UTC (link)
Carson, ohmygod. She was a virgin, don't you get it?! It always hurts the first time with women! So I'm told, at least! And it sure as Hell hurts the first time with men! It has nothing to do with you, per se! Everyone hurts someone the first time.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 10:51 pm UTC (link)
I don't...believe that.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 10:56 pm UTC (link)
How on Earth can't you believe that? Everyone says it. Everyone. You don't believe Everyone?!

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 10:58 pm UTC (link)
Not...really.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 10:59 pm UTC (link)
Oh my gosh, you are foolish. God.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 11:04 pm UTC (link)
...okay.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 11:05 pm UTC (link)
Carson. God.

Do you want to come over or something?

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 11:06 pm UTC (link)
Would you...want me to?

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 11:08 pm UTC (link)
I wouldn't ask if I didn't.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 11:08 pm UTC (link)
And you promise no touching under my clothes?

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 11:16 pm UTC (link)
Carson, I swear to God-No. No touching under your clothes. Christ.

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 11:17 pm UTC (link)
Okay.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 11:18 pm UTC (link)
Okay. Are you coming over now?

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Brendan
[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 11:21 pm UTC (link)
Yes.

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Carson
[info]listentomyvoice
2008-10-19 11:26 pm UTC (link)
Okay. I'll see you soon, big guy.

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[info]unscathed
2008-10-19 12:13 am UTC (link)
Frank is much nicer than Butch. Butch sounds like an old, fat man with tattoos.

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[info]ilevitate
2008-10-19 12:58 am UTC (link)
I guess so. Frank it is, then.

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